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Wednesday, July 30, 2003

Look at the time. Understand what i mean? Well, if you do..you're sure sensitive. :) Oh heck, what to type? Today's a Wednesday..its the time for the 20% genomics test. Before that, we had IL lab. Haiz, ok, im disorientated..dont know how to type the day..:(

I'll try my best. Woke up around 6:20 am to get ready for school. Didnt really get much sleep that night. Dad was awake already, was handling the downloads my brother left. I took over and started the 37-all-at-once anime download. Left home abit late today..so hurried abit on the way to busstop. Then, saw yii rui today when i took 61. His eyes were hurting, contacts being dry. No see any1 else today. Reached school and got to 34 lv 7 by 8:17 around there. Got into the lab and quickly change to lab coat. Luckily hedy goh nver scold me. The more lucky thing is that jarrod, who got in juz minutes after me got chased out of the lab. I was like...speechless....whew..Hedy goh, i think i own u 1. To be grateful..err..maybe i'll come at 7:45 next time..k? :)

What happened next? Oh, we shot the shrimps today! So fun..then berd very funny. I prepared the shrimps in the sponge and berd shot them. Haha, he purposely aim carefully, then after announcing "DIE!!", he shot the shrimp. The shrimp jumped out. Haha, the atmosphere was so funny. Then the other groups did shooting too and after that, gel ran finished and we took photo. Oh ya, our (berd and me)OD260/OD280 is 1.76!! Pure DNA!! Hehe, so happy. Then our lane turned out to be the best! Well, that's the best part le ba.

Then we took genomics test (ya..i skipped the see qing shi at canteen part) and the questions are hard! Grrr, the first question is a stunner leh..:( And so tricky..have to look hard. Well still, i got some confidence in it la. Then after that, we all got our attachment letter! Im posted to some dunno what department in NUS..not bad. The usual $420 per mth with the location quite near my house. Should be grateful le..:) But saturday got work..so its quite boring too. Then after that, it was lecture time. And blah blah blah, fiona played with us abit during the latter part of the lecture, stuck a finding nemo stick-pad with a riddle on it. Haha, no prize to those who can guess.

Ok, there comes the last part. Haiz, so after the lecture, emman was playing with her pencil box...den passed it to me to pass around. Haiz, i was like..tryin my best to act natural as usual, and as usual failing. And she also like...suddenly went quiet..so it kinda went awkward between us (as if the awkardness wasnt enough) and then i passed the pencil box back to emman to err..play. So after that, she made noise again (went back to normal?) and lalalala. Ya..quite affected by that brief moment of time. Then after that, was on the way home (didnt go gym today) and suddenly at block 34, everyone left for the sports complex. So left astrid, sabrina and me nia. Then ask them they going home anot and astrid said she also cant decided. =x So i went off ahead..and then saw a companion! Ah meng!! Abit blocked by the big group in front me, so tip toe here and there..and saw rachel talking to him. So beginning to feel better..yay! Got some1 to pei on the way to the busstop le. And theeeen...i saw her..beside them (seems to be talking to them). That wreaked my day le..haiz. Got reminded of the awkard situation back in the LT and my whole mood swinged. Put my hands into my pocket and switched to walk-ultra-slowly-please-dont-turn-around-and-see-me. Haiz, awkwardness..damm i hate it. Why do we repel each other SO MUCH! So blah blah blah, i think rachel saw me (shit) but still, act machiam i nver see her. Still in the walk-slowly mode..it seemed like an eternity, the walk to home. Funny enough, she disappeared at block 56 and meng turned ard/waited for me. Haiz, once again, i feel that im forcing ppl to make a choice between her or me. Whereever i am, chances are, she aint there. I thought i got over her more or less le, but still, it saddens me to see her not around because we cannot be in a same group. Haiz, i feel terrible now. On the way home on the bus and all, i blast music into my ears and try to forget about it. And shit, im still affected by it now, even though its near 4 hrs after that encounter. Haiz.

I know, chances are when meng see this, i sure tio scolded one. :( Ok, with my brothers snatchin the computer and internet now (YES, WHILE IM TYPING THIS...=!!), im no longer in the mood to type le (wasnt really in the mood in the first place.) I wan to be alone..haiz. Leave me alone, ok, out`

7:49 pm