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Saturday, September 20, 2003

oo..lagged a lot..

actually..its not im lazy to blog..its more to i spend 0.5 hrs and more on 1 blog post. At that rate..i miss 0.5 hrs of precious sleep. Getting a bit of flu on thursday..horrible sia. Used 1/5 of the C-fold full pack. Haha..*sneeeeze....i went to bleed mice today. Hands trembled..even though 15 mice, i had no problem. This time rd, cos i not mentally prepared. So mice felt my fear, the last in particular. It strugged really hard..so i end up piercing and ALOT of blood flowed out. Im so sorry!! It squealed too..sobx

i cant forget that sia..haiz. Ok..wat else happened? Elijah they all ate very early..den my western blot's break is ard 12:30 like that. End up i go over to business to find fiona they all. Business....is very far. So i end up always late. But was quite fun to see her...i duno how 2 describe. Maybe not here too..not appropiate.

My positive controls came out! whew..that was my trouble shooting part. I need more sleep..so sleeping early (11:00+) today ba. Friday wasnt bad..got to go home early..cos wanted to run gel..but qing hui is hving 5 gels..so cant run.

Next time for lunch..maybe i settle for science canteen alone or pantry. If pantry..i eat with qing hui and go med lib there buy cup-a-noodles. Yes..vending machine there hv..haha. There also got horlicks..brought a hot 1 and scalded my tongue. I realise i cannot focus on my surrondings when i msg le..u noe..get hit by car also dunno that type of feeling. I get engrossed on wat to type until i myself is scared when i finish msging. Go into another dimension that feeling..haiz. Muz try to kick that habit. didnt hv it last time.

Work..is fun and not fun. Haha..we'll see. Meng..if u at nus..we can eat together liao..:(

update: mom told me to tell my dad to buy 4D for her..it came out today. But my dad bought 1 dollar less..so prize money less by some. Mum is upset over this..and so is dad. Welcome to the adult world where money counts. =x
outz

10:51 pm

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.