Alrite, this is long overdued. Confusing enough, i lost the enthutism (hts?) to blog all daily happenings. One thing is that i cant recall them well (lao ren chi dai! Ok, juz getting forgetful) and another is that games, may it be PC or PS2 games, simply have a higher attraction. Ok, let me see..has it been one week since i forgot to blog? "Forgot"...haha

Aiya, cant get the archives to be locked by password. Wat to do? Guess i'll stick with the original secretive image. Did wan to open the blog for a ffa, everyone can drop by kinda thing..but the 1st few mths of blog seemed....sensitive. Muz think of a way..and no managing two blogs! One is hard enough..lol.

Lets see. Thursday was a evil day for me. Purposely arranged my NS medical checkup on a thursday so that i cant do western blot. Obviously wrong..i still get to do some things. Haha. But the medical checkup was a traumatic experience. Went in with all hopes of relying on that broken elbow history to get a PES C9L2 (encouraged and totally supported by all the males in the family. Wondering whether regular NS is really that bad.) Blah blah, they did a urine test, blood test, dental check, chest X-ray, eye examination and body check. Gone through that final and infamous check where u (i quote exact words) "pull down your underwear to your knees, cover your mouth and cough" test. Im still a virgin!! Sobx, and i didnt get to be examined by a nurse. Its 2 male docs...yucks. There goes my 1st willing exposure...to males. Ok, actually that wasnt that bad. The worst and actual trauma part is when you sit down and tell them wat's wrong with you. How to describe that period? I expected a nice decent discussion with the MOs and it was....totally no where my expectation. Told them i had a broken arm, and cannot exert force. With a totally "Oh? Ok." reply, one took my arm, rotated it abit. Tried faking pain by freezing my arm, obviously i was a bad actor. Was told to relax and after the test, body languagely declared its ok. Next, i went on to talk abt my sinus and allergy to seafood. After talking, my "speech" was dismissed with sortof a heck-care wave. Told to take my things and "get out" (they didnt say those words, but they meant it). Quite taken aback...its understandable that they are quite immune to faking..but that attitude, lets juz say it was totally mei-you-ren-qing-wei type. I hope i don become like that during NS. NS is brought forward as a see-enough-of-evil-ppl kinda experience and will indirectly affect/ negates any goodwill left. Its like...im predicitin that after NS, i get more "grown up" but also less......humane. There goes innocence of youth..and i only have less than a year to enjoy that. Oh well...screw the world. (shows middle finger)

Enough of the wreaking words. Change is hard, but i hope i can get past that. Getting back to happier days..friday was ELISAssss and...filled with fun too! Oh, did i forget this part? After the examination...totally demoralised and upset (that i got a PES B? Not sure..juz...traumatized) so i lied to renee that the checkup is gonna take whole day and sortof self-declared a day off. Really, for once, i experienced a dont-feel-like-going-to-work emtion. I wonder whether its the same when girls go through a breakup and "dont feel like going school". Hmmm. Basically feeling down that few days..and indulged in gaming to free those thoughts. Aww, wat am i talking about? Back to happier things. Bro bought new game..haha. This time round is Dragonball Z. Hehe. Reliving my childhood sia. It was fun..got through 80% of the game on juz one saturday. Feeling gian to play it now..but i think i'll go wolf and train mobile mg.

Lesson learned: At CMPB, they DO NOT LISTEN TO YOUR WORDS. So if anyone really wan a PES C and below, either your case is extreme, or you simply have to exaggerate your way in. Also, its one of those once-in-a-lifetime thing. Flunk the risk, and your chances of down grading is drastically reduced. Am i still affect by that day? Die..:( 3 Cheers for ORD! (Or izzit ROD?)

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