Im a happy man.

Sunday, December 14, 2003

Dec 14..not a day i completely look forward to..but still..it was better than usual. The song signing at starbucks (being the audience has its fun) looks great..u see how they sign together..not perfect timing la..but still..quite nice. (esp when its all the vice and acutal pres signin. Hoot!). Sorry we cant sign with u all..cos we didnt know the lyrics well enough. :(

Ppl tend to be happy about birthdays and everything..but was nver really able to grasp the idea behind birthdays. To celebrate the birth of someone?

I think i may never get used to it..haha. To recieve a blessing and a gift..totally weird. Bleah (wa..long time nver use this term le). Never been so into lame culture these days..it's actually a nice feeling to see other people smile and laugh. But feeling peticular (hts?), I feel sad when i lose attention. i forgot how to control le!! Die. :(

Totally lost control. Actually took balloon from a cute girl (anybody looks cute carrying 30+ balloons with 2 hands raised up) and played with it at PS. Omg...wat happened to my image?? Xing xiang!~ lol..anyway..chose a red (not pink..whew) and had some fun with it. After walking a while (funny shop), my balloon flew out and i had to stare at it deflat. I was geniunely sad..really. But me and ryan picked it up..blow abit of air into it..and there! Good as new! Only not as big. Continued the "101 things to do with a balloon". Me and ryan got to 26 like that nia. Such limited creativity. lol. Did something proud when leaving PS. I gave the deflated balloon back to the jie-jie..and apologise for the giu-zui. I think i level up at hitting at girls..(or was it lameness?)

Anyway..something to be glad about.

"Once upon a time Martians and Venuesians met, fell in love, and had happy relationships together because they respected and accepted their differences. Then they came to Earth and ammesia set in: they forget they were from different planets."

Its 25% off!! lol

Im outdated. I hv no idea abt pierre cardin, but thks..really. (i had no idea leather felt so good! lol) Ok, better go file my nails..don wan to scratch the wallet. :p

outz*

10:21 pm

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.