Im a happy man.

Sunday, December 21, 2003

Justice (4:06 AM) :
help me check the price of these routers
D-link 614+
D-link 624
D-link 624+

and GeForce4 mx4200
ty <-- reminder to myself..plz check..

so tired...a game of FFXI for the whole day..hehe. Well..almost..

morning woke up and played abit. den went out with meng and bishuang (correct?) to go register for 2nd rd of SAT I. Sigh..again. :( Anyway, si meng nver tell me shuang-er going also..so got caught by surprise. But gd thing she came..cos i didnt know how to go. Went by the back this time..and there's alot of ppl there today. All rushing for 24 Jan's sitting. I feeling tired..drained..so dont really feel like typing an essay.

Im not particularly happy about end of IAP. Quite...empty suddenly. And stressed with all the things to do. Need rest, yet cannot rest properly. Somehow, the effects of extensive laming (and so i term it) is getting to me. Its nver gd to pour everything out at one go. Control control. zzz, im more sleepy than lame..so..guess tat's balanced. xD

Broke record today..1:00:56 on the phone. wow. And also, my FFXI monk, lved up, died and level down, raised (was talking on the phone..hehe), zoned, and died again. I lost so many xp. Hehe. Also, joined a linkshell (network of friends) and unknowingly. A gay (so he claims) actually gave the linkpearl to me..but he's very nice. So lalala, gay network. Interesting..and hv to be careful with my words too. :)

too tired..chat (lame rather) in irc for a while..den sleep le.

outz.1

12:22 am

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.