image
a reconstructing blog
image image image image
Tuesday, January 27, 2004

late at night, as i am working...

ok..these days were tiring..and from what i see...its gonna be like that for the next say...5 months? I miss the carefree days of youth. Right now, i feel like im working..to a certain extent on my project..with the lack of rest constanting on my mind. But as dad says..it means sacrificing your personal hobbies when you find yourself carrying a responsibility. Live with it. Bear with it. That above line refers to if you're settling down, supporting a family. doesnt really make sense...but juz thought of sharing.

Getting horrible negatively charged (proteomics..lol) feelings of rejections these days. Once and again, unstability sets in. hope i dont affect the ppl ard.

need a hug, but cant get one.
need a love, but cant find one.

ok..skip the bad thoughts. going for good thoughts. MY BLOODY PAY CAME IN!! WOOHOOO! IM $1***.** richer!! Not to mention angbao money...hehe.

I feel scarred.

aiyo.. << hey..new sign off..lol

1:30 am