Im a happy man.

Sunday, January 18, 2004

ok, juz came back from browsing Novena (anchorage branch) and IKEA for some new cupboard to deal with the "lazy handling of clothes". managed to squeeze down 4 KFC chickens and drinks today. Due of course...to a whole day of spring cleaning...and no lunch =x haha

so on my way back..was playing a fool. didnt watch my step..and did a really drama-only-seen-on-tv stunt. I placed one entire right leg into a drain..and went in the whole length. So i got this time-suspension feeling. It lasted ard 0.5 seconds..but felt like 5 seconds. As i slowly entered this deep unknown depression in the ground, my body tells me something is wrong but my brain says otherwise. It was a "huh??" feeling in my mind while i did the stunt. Next feeling...oww. Managed to expose some flesh on both knees and not to mention my left hand now has a cute little hole that occasionally waves hello with the red trail of blood.

Went home (fetched by dad..not cos i hurt myself..but cos mom wanted it before i hurt myself) and applied the liquid that stings. Erm, to those who tio this type of medicine (or rather..antiseptic) before...im pretty sure "good luck" juz went through ur mind huh? lol

man..it feels good to know pain again

outz.23

9:04 pm

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.