dunno whether its stress anot..but i was really pissed off with dr gan** two days ago, thursday.

situation was like that:

- We had LSS presentation (the 3 extra assignment she gave, out of the required syllubles?)
- Took into consideration 4 groups 1 hr = 10-15 minutes presentation each
- I was telling my grp to heck care this presentation..hardly any marks and very short one. Cut like hell
- Heard from lyon that they rehersing the ppt
- Went "wth" inside..and the tall olmighty says its meihua who wanted it
- Fine, nothing to say. Proffesional team :p (:p was an initial emtion)
- Actual day.
- Meihua that grp presented first on huntington disease
- Had a preview that it was 20 slides
- They ended in :40 minutes in the end (including Q & A..i hate dr ***** for this)
- Alison ended well (well..i may be bias at this pt)
- Next, hup's grp
- Heat/temper started rising
- "Ok, confirm no need to present le"
- Actual presentation :45. Ended :10
- another long ppt. and its tmd extensive
- Had this impression dr ***** wans us to make up so that the rest to present (impression nia)
- Pissed..was telling everyone "I dont fu*k care this ppt lor, if she wans us to come back after sch or something to present"
- My stand was that if u hv such poor time control over the class, jolly well give an apology.
- Next, with such an extensive ppt by meihua and hup grp (ie: they took out extra time juz to present extra facts. If u wan us to present details..my grp can give u a hr lecture. TRUST US)..i find it reflects bad if we present heck-carely
- Basically, went out of the class and starting complaining loudly (i lost control)
- Nver been so pissed.
- Not to mention mel made it worse by taking my ppt notes to read (act of sympathy)
- IRRITATED
- I dont know if its justified with me getting angry at wat seems small details..but im pissed. I really am
- Im officially anti-gan**

Obviously, she gives us a lousy plan of tutorials where everyone juz basically hv extra work to do. And she's not even serious about it. Meng, if u see this, the context is like us juz throwing notes to our students and let them read themselve. Any qn..u come ask us. We shake leg, enjoy our coffee and do other stuff. U get wat i mean? Wats the word for this..argh.

Got an inspiration why i get very easily irritated by mel. Not totally correct..but it goes like this. "She treats me like a jie-mei while i treat her like a xiong-di". Very prone to do it the girls ways..get the person to talk. Its gd to show concern..but it reaches the stage when its like..im not so close to you lor. that sounded mean. :( But i cant deny the negative feeling everytime she does the "hit me to show her ?????" (?? cos i hv no idea wth she's thinking). and yes, thesedays..she hits me for NOTHING. I think i get what they say when "wa lau..dont so deah leh". Something like that.

Notice im pouring out alot of negative things today. Hmm..really wan to look on the bright side..but..oh well.

Today is friday 13th. Not bad day..not gd either. Got friendly with an old fren early in the morning with "long time no see!!" Ya, she's one of the few who i can associate !!! with. gd luck on ur essay. My LB broth dunno how..from 250 ml drop to 200 ml. Lab was fun today...played (wrong word huh?) with alison they all. I still cant figure..she's juz so spontaneous. *snaps finger. Anyway..binghuang showed abit of his ugly side today (probably alot) when he kept suaning Huang yan, alison, meihua and unknowningly me about his attachment and their buy-instant-SDS-PAGE gel. Juz tear and tada~ u can do use it! Huang Yan tried defending by saying..if u get familar..u can do it in 30 minutes. Juz hv to wait for the gel to solidify. Bing Huang hv to go: "ya..but mine, juz 5 seconds..and u can do it!". Offend not ur lectuer. Lab manager today..everyone so auto gear. Happy.

Vincent called..so cut short. Cant multi-task really well. so cut short le. ahh

happy v day everyone.

nitezzall

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