watched Big Fish today. With lots of ppl...lots. Ger, gene, dq, binghuang, lyon, meihua, melissa, alison, ziying, emman, hup, zuoyi, astrid, sabrina, neil. Dunno if kevin and bernard is there anot. But ya..quite a fair bit. :)

Well, touched by big fish basically. Its a "forest gump" type of show, but it reminded me what is it i wanted in life. A simple, gaze at the stars life. Not to mention the type of gf/wife i wan too. Realistic ambitions seems so near..and i-cant-shake-it-off thing. I realise (i think its me) but girls are not as simple. Rather, simple ones, with clear direction..are relatively hard to find. Once again, i think its juz me..but up till this day..after years of studying and observing and wreaking of the mind in order to understand the other sex...its all to nought. "What a difference" is probably what's going through my mind now.

Hup mentioned about aging 10 years after watching the show. I kinda agree with him. The lead had a "live life the simple way, and enjoy it the simple way". Its very fairy tale..but i do dream of such life..maybe not in singapore. I also know this type of thinking will not last..the urge to earn more money will get to me..tt's wat i feel. Maybe its because Im stoning much of my teenage years away that i get this feeling. Who knows? Maybe all i need is a tweeny bit of male ego inside me. A dose may help..in wat ways i dunno..but, juz to feel good.

"I love you"

The most complicated yet ironically simple phrase that carries a life of meanings.

What a day...ahhhhh.

outzz,