Im a happy man.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

while tryin to get my hair to dry automatically, im gonna take the time to blog..haha

1stly, happy teacher's day!! sent a e-card to my beloved iap supervisor renee..haha. Kinda miss her...which mentee wont miss his/her mentor? Especially those really nice ones? :) really glad i was attached there..IAP rocked! haha

anyway..juz came back from zouk. 2nd time there..this time its for jt's bday! Actually, its juz a outing la..haha. Had a better time dancin this time rd. (The last time i slept at zouk..gosh..no one fails to forget that..hahaha) Hovered ard phuture and zouk initially, before settlin down to dancin at phuture. e music there is more...nai ting. u wont get bored so fast..haha. Rather large grp from a 6 ppl group. So end up it was me, ger, hup, jt, emman, zy, sab, shoba, jt's frens (ard 2 who actually joined us), jamie (fellow oct 1st 10 am!), shawn, winnie, darius (got introduced b4..nver see mun this time though) n kris (another oct 1st!). Tat's about it.

Alchohol got into my sys very fast. Vodka orange (i think), whiskey 7-up (nice) and burben coke (cough cough). So under the effect of ethanol, we danced..the bunch of us. 1 am to 2:30 am was the best..haha. (we arrived at ard 10:10). Nver had so much fun in dancin and thumpin to the beat..haha. Cab home was $5.55. Ending? I kissed 2 people on the cheek, 1 male 1 female. Pure accidents. I couldnt balance myself well for a good hr and there's now a ringing sound in my ear. Gosh, im partially deaf nw.

which reminds me. There's two girls in front of me today on the mrt, happily signin SEE (slow slow type) wif each other. So i was smilin at them (luffin inside), happily eavedroppin on them as well. Haha..one girl noticed (they seemed to be both hearing..i hear occasional assistin voicin outs..haha) but think im juz the ignorant type, nver see ppl sign b4. So when my stop reached, i stood up, signed "sorry" to the girl blockin me and proceeded to the door. Hahahah..luffin my guts out. Was tryin to imagine their faces when they see me sign to them..hehehe. :p

outz`dance the night away

3:04 am

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.