a very long update..in which i wanted to blog alot and convinently forgot what i wan to blog as well =x

anyway..been really long since im able to blog. note..able..not lazy ah..:p anyway..xmas was spending watchin movies..and so was 26th. gosh..juz read..i blogged that already =x addon to tat blog..watched men of honor (right?) at ger's hse. super nice show..based on a true story. underlines what determination is.

(now listening bryan adams's please forgive me)

anyway..so i booked for the new yr. quite lame..we kana duty..those on my course. 1 full week..in event to the tsumani event. f-ed up..cos they eat my new yr. did duty on friday and booked out on sat. off till sunday and booked in. didnt blogged cos my bro says its not safe. :) anyway..new yr..hehe..slacked at home. sunday was nice. monday was crazy. they loaded persistance (a ship heading to the tsumani aid effort) and guess what? my detail did duty tat day. it was so busy that we hv to change from a 12 hr shift to 24? =x and we suay suay..hv to do 1 extra duty on thursday. talk abt suay. our morale was pretty low..cos of the sudden news that we hv to do duty on new yr and etc. oh well...if they can eat..they'll eat us. at least im out now..hehe. rest.

cant blog the more interesting things..military restrictions. army really revealed to me the ugly side of life. of humans rather. in there..sad to say..i learn to hate, despise and diao ppl. to the poly ppl who understands..lets juz say i tio a j***od type in my current batch. =x =x =x =x =x

its hard to get rid of hate..it really is. so the job now is to learn how to not bring the "job" back home. :)

outz`fresh air on the outside. i love bookin out. :p