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Saturday, February 05, 2005

Ever wonder how some times, the world spins, and that time moves; how things changes, and that the sun gives us life? Today's a late night entry. Status of typer? sleepy, groggy and the mind is quiet.

Had irregular swings of insecurities and confusion through the week. Asked myself the ever not-quite-answerable question. "Is there one solution for all situations?" The constant looking for a "correct" way of thinking, feeling. Note: the above was a random thought.

Miss her warm touch..even if its only for that brief moment. Like the fact that i can sometimes look at her while she busies herself with her work or calls. Smiling at how come i feel that both of us actually do think the same things..but just waiting for a side to inititate first. Sad that time is so limited..precious and at the same time, slippery as well. Happy with the occasional acknowledgements we pass around. Encouraged by the efforts to adjust. Uncertain about the future. Confused by her strength. Drawn to her interpersonal.
Having her come and go.
While we try to be brave.
And wonders where it all eventually leads.

Ever wondered?
Is a relationship meant to be "Who, what, when, where, why and how"?
Or ist it just a plain and simple "let it go, let it all go"

outz`peace may be evasive to me at this moment...but im ok :)

3:02 am