Im a happy man.

Saturday, March 12, 2005

oo, been quite a long time since i could blog :) anyway..still that trainee life. sgts gettin more understanding now..in a sense that they dont punish us for a tweeny-weenest mistakes anymore. gv chance ya? gonna finally POP after 4 weeks more. tuas posting would be good..more "accesible" =x

hmm..our unit kana arrowed to be GOH (quite an honour acutally) for the homat party for crown prince of brunei. his 1st visit to CNB..so quite a big hooha. all of a sudden..all became got "seh" when we wear the rp uniform..haha. prob change the pic on e blog when e cd comes.

live firing: went for m203 and gpmg firing liao. wa lau...all i can say is shiok man. grenade launcher..."poing!" and den u see e round fly through e air..land wif a small cloud..a delay of ard 1 sec..then "booom!!" and e shockwave. its like throwing grenade (in bmt) cept this time rd..u get to see e explosion and feel it a few more times. shot 3 live rd...song ah! then comes gpmg. haha..not as fun as m203 (i feel) but also damn shiok. u finally understand wat it means to "zua" a gun..den as it goes "bang bang bang bang bang" and e belt gets fed inside..wa...u feel.."powerful". haha. quote: "Shoot liao u feel like a man". haha..really damn man. woo!

hmm..went mh's bday e other day. haha..great to meet up wif all e girls and e ns guys again. too bad e girls had to tahan us talkin ns stuff all day long..hehe. cant be helped la..tat's all we're exposed to =x food was nice..cake wasnt too bad too. bt she lives so far away..haha

got alot of things to blog..but memory fails me. *shrugs*

outz`fi fai fo fum

10:04 am

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.