Im a happy man.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

life just got worst. We recieved news that our CO (Devil bless him =/) wans us to stayin for our OFF. FYI, as RPs, our regime is one day duty, then you have off the next day. by forcing (keyword..FORCE) us to stayin for our OFF..aka book in at night..the overall outcome comes to be that we literally DO NOT get to sleep on our home beds for that 2 weeks of duty. Standby week? Ok lor..give you 5 day weeks. 2 days sleep at home k? WTH? 3 weeks..2 days in home bed? Life sucks, life is unfair and its not juz whether e issue is lan-lan suck thumb! grrrrr.

Anyway..last ECP run today. Gosh...don usually run in such heavy rain. kaoz..its really soaked to e internal. last time i had tat feel was when i went cyclin in heavy rain (same at ECP). haha..15km run. it feels alot less strain-ous this time..as in not so xiong. maybe im getting used to e long distance run. but..e knee..haha..feels e effect. f* it la ah? endure..then maybe see specialist. its free anyway..lol. 1st time our 2IC run wif us. then tat stupid wang..went to play a fool..lol. singing e "up up up up all the way". e chant came from him being ammo escort..then he n alex saw this bunch of warrants running uphill (i think)..den they chanting it. amusing for us..cos it came to us that even warrants have to sing as they run..:p yeah..then another thing was when he shouted "malcom!". den we'll shout "X!" (SWO's idea). den he went to shout "WANG!". haha..spontanously e platoon shouted "sucks!". haha..it went on 3-4 times..den he fed up n shouted "oei!!". lol..act cute leh!

discovery of the day. sue knows Nicholas! n they hang out together quite often 1! yes..its 302 nicholas! wow!! lol.

what have you discovered today?

outz`21th bdays..suck me dry! :D

9:40 pm

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.