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Thursday, August 18, 2005

cough cough..there's dust everywhere on this webby. :p

kkz..so wats happening? basically..did ippt yest. its crazy if u compare my last 2.4 results n yest's..haha. not particularly proud of it ya? ran 10:58. don luf. haha. PC knew about it..n he's holdin my silver 1 day off. =x rationale is tat he shouldnt encourage me for disprovin. me sad. me waste time n energy run like f***. me still hv to do 24hrs duty after tat (last min informed..really last min cos i was on my way back frm ippt). oh watever. e prob is..like wat Guard 2 says..i die liao. i hv to maintain my gold (quite e impossible unless i run durin my OFF days) if not i'll kana niam day in day out. n i wont get any off for doin ippt. zzzz. not fair. i juz wanan maintain silver ma. hey..don blame me for slackin off. i juz don wanna run my knees off. NOT WORTH IT. unless....maybe when 2nd window open i pia for $200...haha. see la. (oh im so hypocritical.)

im gonna pass e stupid CQ job down when e next batch comes. and yes..it'll be e same tactic when i bluff innocent xing jiaos tat "wa..no need draw arms. no need do duty. QRF can heck care". see which not-so-street-smart guy falls for it. :D

currently playin WoW wif e TDS ppl. anyone in gurubashi? or any1 interested in startin new charc?

shld we think abt life? or shld we juz be carefree n enjoy it to e max? juz a thought. NS really wastes time.or maybe im juz bored. not even 1 yr in service n i already feel its n eternity. 1 n 1/2 yrs of operational duties. who wont get bored? haha..some more its always e same ppl. zzz

kkz..go off le. bored. =/

outz`hello!

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a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.