its the start of yr 2 in sch..

finished science orientation week 07 last week. it seemed like a dream..and for once, i felt my patience run low, or rather depleted towards the end of the camp. no doubt, it was fun to a certain extent. but to face the ugly side of friends when it comes to work, all i could say is tat it was terribly disappointing. 3 key appointment holders, all friends to one another, and that's what it took to screw the camp up. it could have been a fantastically ran camp...i had faith. note: it was "had". a minor role was played by the lesser attendence of 3 other exco. not that i wanna discredit them. they did their job!! but its just unfortuate that they have other commitments. if not, at least we'll have a stronger force to clear shit with.

frankly, prep camp was a screw up. to cleared the shit and have them coming back thinkin all was well during that period, that was strike one.

to have them do things our way and scream back after we cleared THEIR shit, making the hardworking heroine cry, that was strike two. seriously, i felt the fire burn inside me when i heard what happened. can safely use the word "pissed". and im not one to prefer extreme moods.

to have them organise the last day without the stress we went through and for it to turn out great (only at the last part..and that wasnt really their itenary either), that was strike three. to summary: undeserving. though its for the greater good.

and hence, i ended up losing faith. heart closes...and its gonna be equally hard to open it back.

unfortuately, i have to leave out details and names. pretty obvious who im referring to though.

on the bright side, made new friends with main comm, our sow comm, a few of the other comms and plenty of seniors and freshies. now back in sch, have to get used to the hi and byes to many whom i can hardly remb names to. but LT now seems alot livelier. makes u think whether one shld join sow08 as seniors.

on the other hand, i saw wat girl power was (made so many jie meis), how friends pull each other thru, how brotherhood (or rather, sisterhood) is formed and the shit my poor director has to wade her way thru. and sometimes, the shit just lands on her head and everywhere else. for that, had to stand by her with the others. lucky i see her more as a friend than a director. if not might had thrown in the towel.

well, here's to SOW07. She was a survivor, pulling through indeed. a success...just not up to expectations :) 3 cheers to the heros and heroines. lets win flag next yr (we sort of won rag, but not flag. so overall still no chancellor's shield). 60-40!!

outz`i shamelessly declare im a girl. (look at the wuss drop the books for something lighter! =x)