Monday, September 08, 2008
(just got off the phone)
well, not saying the call has anything to do with me blogging..but its just a thought..
been feeling silly. i used to believe that people..sortof like to feel good about themselves. and any events that occurs that goes against that feeling (aka feel bad) will actually accumulate. so i developed this over sensitive feature of myself, to constantly take note and feel and try to prevent this kinda thing from happening to those around me. especially in social gatherings and stuff like tat..
but since just now, i just realised (i know its kinda slow of me) that this kinda thing probably doesnt work for someone. "X" just not really the type that accumulates this kinda negative things. it makes me feel....that my approach to handling things have been....how to put it....silly. since it doesnt really matter and not a big deal most of the time.
sigh
outz`forgive me. i hv just ranted..
edit: its amazing how i can just let my thoughts wander and stay in the online presence and log off like that
10:20 pm