Im a happy man.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

heard this song over the radio..and particularly liked the way the singer sings the chorus..

"Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
..."

its the "wu nai" and the "sing the frustrations out so hard" feeling that i get when the song hits the "over again" part..

and the lyrics wise.."fall for you over again"..the "again" has this certain bittersweet taste when one reminiscence over the past

a dedication to those who's breaking up, just broken up and recovering from a brokeup. as long you can look back and smile, its just gonna be a bad memory. not a tragedy.

and yup..im guilty as charged. i played 5 hours of ffxii today. eeeee...lol. should start to concentrate on finding an honors proj supervisor. scarry..xD

outz`the past makes you who you are to deal with the future. and the present? you sail through this river of time while the present slips through your hand to become the past and propels you forward. how firmly can one hold water? instead of trying to hold on tight to the present, why not use that hand to guide the present into the past so that that you can sail through the future smoothly?

9:53 pm

a walk down life's long and endless road. here, i pen/type occasional posts...giving a record to the exciting, sad, joyful, memorable, heart-wrenching, scary, tearful, happy, surprising and mostly undescribable moments and events that happens. Young mind; thirsty soul; manipulatable thinking. Born in Singapore, that makes me singaporean. Looking back, I recall those academic years, filled with laughter, innocence, care, a shine unmatched, a smile untainted and a sleep undisturbed. Right now, i firmly believe that without any scars in life, one can never grow. Look at all the noble people around, those you think are good people. Chances are, when you ask them for a story, they will have one to say. The one that changed them. I take life slowly, trying in vain to squeeze what little innocence that is left in me. For I know, that after my transition into adulthood, i'll miss them. Even now, reality beckons with a surprisingly tempting hand. Fight hard I will, not to embrace that side. Someone is out there, and there, i may probably be salvaged. One last thing, im against all religion, but i wholeheartedly salute worshippers. Cheers.