ooohh....

had a bad day and im aware of it. tat makes time pass extremely slowly. i find it amazing that sometimes, even with knowledge, certain things still cannot be changed. its like..being aware wont make the lousy feeling go away.

well, at least i know that any negative thoughts i hv, would hv a bias to it cos my mood isnt at its best.

outz`doubt...an enemy as well as a friend

PS: lousy post..i know :p

PPS: ok..im gonna do a post that will make me seem damn shallow. but dont read too much into it. so there's this girl who came knocking on my house door, announcing tat she's from starhub. went to the door and saw this pretty chio girl (ah lian style). was abit taken aback (by the chio-ness)..so went to figure out what she was there for. and then..and then......another girl came into my field of vision. then my eyes turned to her and the first thought that comes to my mind was "eh..wa..chio also". then the 2nd thought: "eh..why look so familar". then i looked left, and i look right...and went "OMG! they're TWINS!" in my mind. its like...they are equivilant! then dunno why, got cold sweat when talking to them. damn uncool la! and my hair is chui. lol. (but then, i converse in english, they cannot really understand. so really like ah lian style. n they belong to the girls-will-hate grp.)

PPPS: u know..how sometimes u know that a certain thing doesnt work. but u like to re-rub that specific thing just to find out abt it all over again? its called: fan jian in the making.